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you look at me
so fervently
as though you expect an answer

and I kick myself internally
because I have no answer

in my mind
I slit my wrists
because I hate myself
for letting you down

in my mind
I hate myself
because I am inadequate
I'm not enough

and in my mind
I hate myself

Thursday, 12:47am 10-17-2002
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