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just kill me
I shouldn't feel like this
I despise myself
I hate being stuck
-- trapped --
in my body

I want to break free
I want to burst forth
out of this flesh
-- an explosion of relief --
ceasing to feel at all

I'm trapped!
let me out of here
just kill me
I shouldn't feel like this

Saturday, 2:58pm 10-19-2002
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